Z_ilch

im back(wif permission duh)...

veri sad now cuz foody(my "journal") is dead liao... ever since foody v2(tis blog) was born...

and im lazy to transfer "her" contents over... but ill haf excerpts

first up: my exams' premonitions:

eng: quite positive abourrit except fifi's family was killer...
emath: paper 2 was paper 1's "salvager" i tink...
amath: i dun even wana talk abourrit
chinese: not bad... i was surprised its was simpler than regular class tests except a few questions
bio: positive cuz i studied well... n wif mr lam's help
phy: hoping for the best... felt better even though i expected worst...
chem: splendid most happee paper... thx linus for tat crash course(i benefitted too!)
geog: thx ms sharma for e crashcourse!!! nid i say more?
ss: frm wat i heard nt veri positive...

for me... sec 3 life is oni juz beginning n im still having fun (dun worry im perfectly sane)
sch commitments juz make me luv the sch more!!! seniors out dere... i mean it lol
my social circle ballooned wif mc,jl, n word of mouth(dun worry i wun let it pop)
and life keeps getting better... (hold on; intermission)

WILL 3JRAINS PLZ STOP ASKING ABT TMR; I HAVE NO IDEA

sry to readers out dere... lets continue... and danial im not random lol...

anyway... oni friday strikes fear...(its not abt jason frm friday the 13th)...
its checking of scripts... im not in peace(partly cuz ppl keep asking aabt tmr)
but dun worry ill "keep holding on"...
if i say tat when i fail izzit self denial???

and realised how much i neglected the china students...
no not those in my class... those exchange prog students...
argh iggy shut up abbourrit!!
ya they were so hospitable... as always... rich but ever so warm kids...
no ego or stuck-up-titudes like some singaporeans...
i keep forgetting to contact them n..
dere was a period i was bz n they were trying to talk but i din ans or shooed them nicely...
i feel so sry... but wats done cant b undone so...

Today's Life Talk: FORGIVENESS

ppl say "forgive n forget" & "let bygones by bygones" but does it realli work??
for eg... someone killed ur close person n they get away wif it(meaning thay are not caught)
do u forgive n not expose? r u doing justice to tat close person?
and some ppl speak so much abourrit cuz sometimes it hasn't realli struck them hard in the face... and they realise that it ain't that easy to forgive n forget...
some ppl when forgiven revert to their old ways? wheres justice in tat...
and others continue to say forgive... even gods haf tempers let alone humans... sry f i offend any religion devotees but hu daresays he nv had a temper b4?

evil always exist n good always give in... is tat life? y doesn't evil change? some do but not all...
malicious ppl just exist... whether izzit a result of environment or born wif it...
i tink ppl r wat their environment is... but its all about choices... choosing between good and evil...
and to me... both can coexist but they arent rite? i tink alotta ppl r confused now...
without evil, there's no good cuz good is good oni when compared with something bad or not as good...

at the end of the day... the choices matter... dun live for others... live n choose becuz u wan to... mistakes r but mistakes... it takes mistakes to become successful...

i luv philosophy so much... dun mind me if u dun get me... ill just blabber it helps wif stress...
although i now have a temptation to block all my classmates in msn... now do i forgive?

rmb readers out there...

the choice lies in you...

in the eyes of good... wat they do is good...
in the eyes of the bad... wat they do is good...


1st law of shervinism:
live for urself not for others