SO LITTLE TO SAY, YET SO MUCH MEANING

to all who will be home-bound these holidays... im not EMPATHIZING LOL... leaving tonight/tomorrow morning at 1am... schools these days are so terrible... but anyway since ill be gone for 8 days.... i do these post in 8 parts...

Portion 1:

yesterday was scouts as usual...and my lecture was good although practical was a mess.. logistics was terrible... but im okay... treasure hunt was better than expected.. people finished on time... xiuqi had a low difficulty level...

then had a dinner at 3rd uncle's place... food was good... was sort of a get together cuz my cousin and cousin-in-law in perth came back for a visit... and im going perth soon... thier return flight is today also but earlier than the stupid school one...

then my bro was going for movie after that... so my 4th uncle was surprised that movies were still operating at that hour... so my other funny lovely cousin dawn was teasing him... about him saying his all hippy and stuff...
then it was about hu driving the perth cousin to airport... dawn said that he wud not feel turbulance after he sat in her car.. cuz the others always tease about her driver skills...

portion 2, 3:

i read a thoughtful post on nicolas blog ad wanted to share it and my own thoughts:

"Are you happy?"

"Not especially. Because i have a few issues that plague me."

"oh dear, I'm sorry to hear that. You see, i think there comes a time when a man has to ask himself;

whether he wants a life of happiness,

or a life of meaning."

"I'd like to have both."


Laughter.

A wry smile.

He shrugs and shakes his head.

"Can't be done. Two very, different paths.

I mean, to be truly happy, a man, must live absolutely in the present...

no thought of what's gone before, no thought of what lies ahead.

But a life of meaning ---
a man is condemned to wallow in the past and obsess about the future."

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"My guess is that, you have done quite a bit of obsessing about yours these last few days."

to those who thought this seemed realli true... i beg to differ...
sorry nicolas before i start saying anythin, in case of any misunderstandings...

its possible.

living happy and wif meaning.

its just how u manage it. i daresay its not easy. im living happy... and searching for a meaning... and im still alive and healthy... although when u folo my path ull get more obstacles and hardships but i can tell u truthfully...

ITS WORTHWHILE. for that thrill of finding out both... i dun mind if its the last thing of my life...

portion 4, 5, 6, 7:

Friendship:

its such a big topic im not sure i can complete it in one day so this 4 portions shall be only 1/4 of the whole chapter.

Friends... those who walk the start and end of your life with you... and i mean it...
ill leave you with a question...

WHO ARE FRIENDS?

most likely to be answered in the last quarter of it... people who be with you... or people who live in you... or both... or what?

its realli deep right... but i happen to grasp almost full... the logic is realli simple... and its totally in link with nicolas post... the last bit i dun grasp is just that it differs with each person... no two people are the same remember?

its just that after reading nicolas bit im like... yes this is what i mean... so my first quarter is realli short... read portion 2, 3 to decipher... good luck... ill leave you with this...

Portion 8:

scouts camp has not been fixed... but im looking forward... and this last bit will be short... just sharing some of the quotes i saw recently...

"the vision to see, the faith to believe and the will to do, will take you anywhere you want to go."

"whatever you can do or dream YOU can, begin it"

"where you start is not as important as where you finish"

the first one... im most inspired... and i wan to spread to others....

the second... i quite agree... but dun apply to everything...

the third... a little disagree... the journey is MOST IMPORTANT, the process MATTERS... cuz u may never get there.. but in trying u haf already accomplished something...

alright now... before leaving... my message:

"have fun while im gone but do miss me! i mite buy souvenirs like 10%? im not rich kay? and till i come back then... CYA!!!"