So much has happened... so much gained and lost...

yesterday was the first scout meeting by the sec 3s... it wasnt bad but surely we kud do much better? cockfight(dun get the wrong idea) was good although i din play but wats impt is tat the ppl enjoyed it(again i say dun get wrong ideas)... but nxt time, plz haf more purposes in games n more objectives... not just fun...

today was tuition as usual... after tuition i saw ronald mcdonald near mac in pp... as in the real human acted but unreal ronald mcdonald(get it?) just a lousy costume... nicolas, dun consider tat a celebrity LOL... im feeling even emo-er todae... its the after effects of friday and sat's emo...

but i noe ill always haf frens around to support me.. hence my near future post will be dedicated to frens i haf... true ones tat i regard... so normal frens, dun keep ur hopes to high...

thought of all this yesterday on the bus:

trapped in a parallel plane where few truly understands me... n those few r either far away or no longer wif me(physically)... left to fend for myself in this unpredictable yet harsh world...

i nid NO pity or sympathy... Rather, wat i require is an empath-ic soul to be around... catch me when i fall n lift me when im down... reach me when i call n listen to my thoughts... tis AINT selfish, AINT demanding... juz a lonely soul's plead for someone to truly understand... not juz care or concern that i nid... wich is the reason i haf few true real frens n rarely open my heart to ppl... all i nid is UNDERSTANDING!!!...

'Is that too much that im askin for?' -- Avril Lavigne

no i dun tink so... its oni 1 basic criteria... wat do U wan frm a fren then? wateva happen to MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING???!!! i tink tats the key essence tat lies in friendship... but of course apart frm tis key ideals r honesty n patience wif that person... tats y its hard to find true real frens... but im realli glad i haf 4 to share n more to come... so i shld count my blessings n feel fortunate compared to those wif big circles yet no true frens... i haf both n im more than happy...

Herein lies the third law of shervinism:

always be thankful... time waits for no man hence cherish those times u haf...
REGRETS r for those CAUGHT UNPREPARED
so BE PREPARED...

some emotic songs to share:

Avril-- Nobody's Home, Keep Holding On, When You're Gone, Innocence
Lindsay-- Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Greenday-- Wake Me Up When September Ends, Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
Whitney-- I Will Always Love You
Mariah-- Hero, Through The Rain
Both of the above-- When You Believe

and many more...

sometimes i guess no one can hope for too much... i mean after those stuff i said i had grasped my own meaning of life better... and btw i haven receive any counselling questions??? i feel i alrdy seen life as it is... and can almost fully understand it... so im thankful for that...

Life-- without any general meaning...
noe y now? There is no fixed meaning of life, as it differs from person to person, to each his own. Some may think this is stupid but its so true. You decide your own meaning of life, no one can enforce anything. Good or Bad, they are but people's ideals of life. Everything is void. One must find his/her own meaning of life. No one has the right to say whether you're right or wrong. The main idea is not to destroy other people's meaning of life. Which brings us back to 1st law of shervinism: live for urself not for others.

Recap of the current laws:
1st-- live for urself not for others
2nd-- always cherish n repay ur roots
return due help to those hu bestowed it
3rd--always be thankful n b prepared

find ur own meaning of life... if in nid of help, me n my laws r always dere to gif guidance... if u ever nid it...