reflections... ON WORK???

finally had the time to sit down and pour out all the stuff i got in my head... well its been a hectic week, and next week will just be the same...
now in order of importance(and chances of screwing up or doing badly):

1st-- SL interview(for once its higher than scouts... surprised?)
2nd-- Scout Camp preps and camp itself
3rd-- MC Camp preps and camp itself
4th-- Japan overseas exchange in december
5th-- Homework

ive got so much work and im like rushing everything out... finally im almost done with my final food menu and its budgets... i completed the sandpit-jigsaw thing...
what else?:

Lectures on Saturday
Library records for scouts
Patrol Log( OMG!!! )
check prices for remaining food items
patrol outing plans
interview prep stuff
mc camp prep
proposals and more proposals...

ALL that started yesterday... not long after returning from overseas...Life SMACKS me in the face with another pile of work... how's that for my life?

After a realli long PLC, a REALLI REALLI long shopping trip(shop for prices, not items) at Giant, and a realli long nite typing... my hands...

Then i think it was Rahul, called only just to tell me about 11am tmr SL interview...
and zhi yuan bothering me with weird stuff about the interview... like whether i feel confident and hu else got in, and saying that shld be more than 10 since got interview... ITS LIKE SO OBVIOUS LA!!! SINCE WHEN NO INTERVIEW!!! so i had to block him... and im honest about this... like what i said before, dun bother others' lives... so i chose not to say anything... in casei ended up firing non-stop at him...

and yesterday...

I realised something else... Closely tied to the last part of frenship...
I sat with my exclassmate on the bus... And we barely spoke 2 lines before the window of communication closed...

And the only person to be blamed are both of us... This chapter is again linked to the current laws i have, in fact the whole of frenship possesses the laws... Cherishing your frens... We sat so close, but our minds and hearts were poles apart...

Why? Many have this question... Because u din make sure this frenship lasted... Which also means he was not a true real fren... And i was like 'yeah he was not'... That is the root of the problem u see... If he had been a real fren u wud have a bottomless pit of conversation starters...

So do U get it? These people i can give examples for were kwanwei and zhengting... Obvious hu the true real one is... No offence to the other...

There will always be conversation, no matter how little... But when it is pathetically meagre, u noe the time is up...

Then there are those, around u all the time, but the window has never been realli open... Kud b that they never opened it, or that u never tried to... That can never be defined, cuz every heart has a different key, and not everyone has that key, and there's no such thing as a skeleton key here...

Its just hard to figure because if u dun have that key, ull never figure out anything about people with that lock...

For me, i dun get gangsters and hooligans type people... So ill never figure them... And i dun tink i realli wan to... I may either find a realli complicated heart or a bog of eternal crap...?

I also unveiled the third part to frenship... And if i remember correctly, irsyad once asked me why i place frenship above family and love...

Family, they can last the first half of your life, and they are realli few in number....

Love, dependent on its strength, can last from a range of the rest of your lifetime to a single minute...

Frens, dependent on its strength, can last for almost your whole lifetime... So tell me, who will i pick?

Love is usually one pax onli... But frens, unlimited if u can maintain them... But remember, frens are not limited to peers alone, your family members can be your fren too, but your love can never be a fren when u get married...

now all thats left is the second part... final piece of the puzzle...
i think for now... i should just get back to my work... till next time...