Back... with more understanding

Well... im back from perth... away from its lovely blue unblocked views of the skies and its rather peaceful land of the mostly nice people...

back in singapore... where every piece of the sky is tainted with dust and its horridly chaotic land of mostly selfish people... even though i have seen my fair share of nice strangers...

and i thought a lot during this trip... gained new frens, learned new things, seen new horizons... only to realize that at the end of everthing... home is STILL where the heart is... nothing beats that... so i shall live on for now in singapore...

a little busy and hectic now with 2 camps on my mind... so i wun post anything about the details of the trip until im free... but i have some special thanks to make...

Thanks... to Tarang, Rodney, Yogi, Felix, John, Aslam, Samuel, Ignatius and Shawn for being amazing trip-buddies...

Thanks to Ms Sharma, Mrs Bala, Mdm Kwok, our teachers for their amazing guidance and lovely presence...

Thanks... To the citizens we met in Perth and Albany, Australia for their warmth and amazing memories...

NO Thanks... To Wee, the terrible 'tour' leader that destroyed our trip with his 'typographical' errors during this trip... Dun worry... I WILL elaborate more soon...

Thanks... To myself, for going on this amazing adventure trip...

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That day, my conscience and my guardian paid me a visit. They asked me a few questions, and i was not sure of the answers. But nevertheless, i gave them an answer.

'A simple life or an unexpected life?' My conscience asked.

'Follow fate or decide your destiny?' My guardian added.

'No blending of choices?'

'Its time to make your decision.' My conscience replied.

'Only then can you truly started finding your own meaning.' My guardian expressed.

'But what if i chose wrong?'

'You have to live with it. Or make other decisions along the way and in turn write a different life.' They replied in unison.

I thought for a while and got the answer.

'An unexpected life can sometimes be simple, and deciding your destiny allows you to follow fate at times. So that shall be my answer for you.'

'That is your decision. So now we wish you good luck in your choices and decisions. This will not be a farewell but a goodbye. When we feel that it is the right time to meet you again then will you see us before you.'

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Recap of My CURRENT 5 Laws:
1st-- live for urself not for others
2nd-- always cherish n repay ur roots
return due help to those hu bestowed it
3rd-- always be thankful n b prepared
4th-- show appreciation. and its nothing without sincerity.
5th-- Listening, observing and applying: the key to unlocking inner wisdom

Now the 6th...

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This trip has helped me think alot... And made me finally brave enough to question this thinking... Do evil people have true real frens?... I mena how can someone have a real fren, when both parties possess none of the clean thoughts true frens should have... and that no one can be realli trusted fully upon...

Frens then are just allies, alliances, partners, but never true frens. An example are those gangsters and hooligans wif liable trustworthiness. Which makes me and many doubt that loyalty that they promise. That is just brotherhood, not true frens. True frens stick wif u Bcuz they wan to, and wif pure sincerity and love. Very much like loyalty, but the difference lies in that one is a responsibility, while the other is a commitment. And thats the thin line that separates brotherhood and frenship. Another thing which i learned to express is the price of life. Scientists spent their life exploring new possibilities and unearthing new truth to the world. Without them people may live much easier, not having to worry about every calorie in that delicious burger, or students having to push their brains to its limit everytime that ppl start to become short-lived. But ever wonder that with them, we still do get part of the pie, not all but a rather large portion. Like technology and media, and the presence of this blog, all came about as a result of pushing that limit. My bottomline is to treasure your life, but not trying to live longer, unless that is ur meaning of life. Treasuring ur life just means that u dun waste ur life away, how long u live does not matter as how well u live. Of course u can argue that wasting ur life is ur meaning, but are u sure ur not deluded? take control of ur life when u get the chance, not when ur forced to.

So the next law of shervinism lies in this:

treasure ur life while u can u dun live long enough for too many regrets, especially when we're more likely to be short-lived.