understanding... more

well.. as much as i have to say... before i begin on any of that... this is something i like to share... a conversation of a lifetime...

(im the normal, kenneth's the italic)

i cant waste my life on hw
its not me
so you are saying im wasting my life..?
lol.
as in u mean u rather spend ur whole life on hw
maybe..
o.0
thats not the cctay i noe
i said maybe
and thats not the tay i noe
lol sry
oh... so which is the one you know?
a little busy
tell u later
oh okay..
i shall wait.
lol
lol
in anxiety
the tay i knew was that tay hu had a life... and i never expected that life to be possibly revolving about homework
oh... it is sad.
because im forced into the homework.
almost... like anyone else?
but even amidst this... isnt it right that we maintain our life as it was
not letting hw get me down
hw revolve around me... not the other way round
oh, but it appears that the sun has just revolved around the earth once again.
i wun let that happen
as log as i hold on to my life
long
ive got other things revolving...
like the moon.
...
sch commitments, frens and family
i revolve around those...
not homework
anything BUT homework
but our society doesnt see that
thats the tay i noe
so... im forced to say that we revolve around homework at this point of time
ill nv give in
not that I WANT TO.
even if im forced to...
ill fight...
its my faith...
its my right to live...
the society will nv control my life as long as im still conscious
but the lee says so.
so... it is a monarchy.
he has no say over my life as long as i have not harmed anyone'
i take control of my life... not the other way round
and shldn't u?
thats wat we live for... OURSELVES
i dun live for myself.. tho.
the most basic part of living for others is living for urself first
i live for my God.. so wad about you?
if u dun live for urself... how can u live long enuff for others
i live for myself... from within then can i live for other people... and other things
that is my meaning... not urs.. not anyone else's, right?
Yea
so.. whoever or whatever we are living for... lets make it a good one for everyone...
yes
especially ourselves...
i copied this whole conversation
for blogging purposes... lol
oh.. go ahead.
i tink its realli cool
that i got to noe my meaning and someone else's
finally
i understood my meaning
thanks to u
and ur meaning
analytical thinking...
and our little debate
comes by when you least expect it, right?
yep
totally
like wat u said earlier
so we shld start noticing more
thank you for being here and all
appreciation is part of my story
thank you for ur understanding... and ur help...
oh... just a tiny speck on your thinking
just glad to be part of it.
more than a speck
ur like a clump
lol
finally... another hu came along into my life and another hu understood me among few others...
this is what i meant by good things in life that many fail to notice.. but im glad i did
moving right along...
ok i gtg now... but lastly i just wana say
thank you...
oh.. dont emo me now.
haha.
anyway... take care.
well its true isnt it

thank you kenneth tay... for helping me finally shed more light into my life...
to others out dere... you shld start finding urs soon...
like how i had found another true real fren to move up the level...
now i have 4... and i hope he thinks the same way... lol...