the non-existent things...

regarding the last post... 'me', 'they' and 'you' have much to say abbourit... my first reply: Talk Is Cheap...

till now i have never punished any juniors w/o a reason... and considering the no. of times i even did punish... percentage of 'blatant' scolding and fear is 0%... so to these ppl out dere... stop pretending to understand... thats an insult to this blog...

ask any junior scout and u will noe im on total friendly relations with them... start of yr... janus even ask why i dun punish them or anything...

i gave a very simple answer:

'i give ur the basic respect and expect ur to return it, and i punish u i not happy, u not happy, its a lose-lose situtation so y punish?'

i always understood that in order to win over people u nid to gain their respect by giving urs... so those hu tag 'big', stop acting so holy...

now back to the real post after all that 'extras' acted like they understood me...

went out to eat with linus, xiu qi, changda and james that day at kfc... was telling them about how 'often' such gatherings now are... its like everyone's so busy with their schedule that even to sit down and relax, chat etc has become so hard... and i realli cherished such times now... cuz they can oni make me stronger...

hectic with campfire preps, and other school stuff plus homework... i simply wan to give up... but i carry on based on just one simple thought... i cannot let those hu have FAITH and TRUST in me down...

sometimes i just dun get it... till now i STILL dun get it...

why do people have to be so pretentious about hu they realli are... keeping some secrets is fine... but pretending u have no secrets or alot of secrets is just unacceptable la...

worst of all is te school... FAKING the VS spirit...

face it... its no longer dere, non-existent... stop pretending we're all united when like 3/4 of the sch doesn't give a damn abt victoria challenge... its like so hypocrite when they try to show that everyone is interested... in chinese we call it 'xu wei'... all the hype about the pseudo-VS Spirit...

anyway... i wun be joining 3jayria for vc... ill be happily away burning my Victorian 'Scouting' Fire!!!

this post seems realli short... maybe cuz im like tired from all the war and battles... speaking of war, my official war against flab starts tmr... in order to make sure im in shape for campfire in case i nid to show some skin... i cant bear to see myself looking ridiculous on the stage at campfire...

this shall be all in case u were hoping for more... i gotta go rest abit before getting back to base camp of war...

1 month and 3 days left...