Pursue.

The Danial Thing that Yogi did... Tried...

Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.

Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.

At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.

Don't agree totally but i'll accept it. Letting go is hard. and i don't think i'll try, but circumstances change, i'll deal with it when it comes.

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Domination.

Expectations.

Selfishness.

Intolerance.

Emo.

Not the way a friendship cycle should turn out, and i don't think i'll go down it. Although others have, but i know how to jump off at expectations.

Still don't get it? Go figure.

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Attachment.

Friendship.

When true friendship enters, can you handle it?

I can. I will.

But the thing is, sometimes you have to make choices.

Choices that involve your friend and his welfare.

Which will test your maturity, friendship and logic.

Personal and work matters should never fuse. Otherwise choices are like hanging on a cliff.

Making the right choice depends on your level of thinking, and with relations to the karma cycle, or rather cause and effect.

I wouldn't mind sacrificing a friend if it benefits everyone in the end. It's just that sometimes people don't look far enough to see, the light at the end of the tunnel.

Setbacks and differences block the way. And they stop.

That's when relations break down terribly, hatred steps in.

Sometimes it leaves, sometimes it lingers. That's up to the person to choose.

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Aspirations.

It's really surprising for me to see others' ambitions and goals.

Like Han Ren. Whose aim is to get into the National Team for Tennis. He's close.

Which brought in this conversation that included Elton.

Cos Han Ren said during the holidays he will train hard. And won't do anything else.

So naturally i assumed and Elton agreed that his schedule will be like:
Breakfast train train train train Lunch train train train train Dinner

And guess what? He said yes.

Elton and I were stunned. We thought it was insane to do that.

He said no. He was getting near to his dream and he will try his best.

Good Luck!

Then we got into the discussion of brawn and brains. Where i told him he might as well quit school and just train. He was like 'Why not?' i think.

So i asked,"got muscle no brain cannot what? Get hit by the ball then forget everything alrdy." With Elton's background laughter.

Then he said,"Not necessary mah."

Anyway i wish him luck in his dream. At least he has a goal.

Many out there don't have one. Neither do I. To each his own, to each his pace.

We're constantly working, but for what?

We're constantly studying, for what?

Which brings me to Weng Keong's Art Project that concerned life and death.

He gave out O'Level result slips with 8 straight As.

On top it wrote that this guaranteed a life of happiness etc.

And Ms Tang was like,"This cannot be my daughter's! My daughter will take 11 subjects. Wrong already!"

But back to the point.

Reality. Does it really guarantee?

Are we really doing it because we want to, or because we have to?

Again, to each his own. What about you?

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I decided to embark on writing a graduation song based on Vitamin C's Graduation. Will just change the lyrics and apply to myself and those around me. Maybe it will be played next year? LOL.

Chinese Paper today. Apparenty many found it tough. Me? Not so. It was just slightly harder than the last. Unless my concept is wrong. But CaoJF is sly. Answers for each question were all over the passage and had to be linked.

Well, English and SS tomorrow.

Good luck to myself for SS!!!